Anxiety

1 Peter 5:7 - Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you.

Wow, I am really having a battle with anxiety right now! The queasiness in my stomach can't make up it's mind as to whether it's nerves, the Chinese food I ate down the street last night, or my lack of sleep (awake since 1am). I just ate something and feel a little bit better, but all of my guts are still churning.

We will meet Josiah in less than 2 hours. I really hope I don't get sick. Steve is eating a container of chocolate pudding as I type. Ewww. I just want the waiting to end. I think the muscles in my back are getting more and more tense too. It's really hurting. Did I feel this same way when we were in the last few hours before getting Sheehan? I think I was. I distinctly remember saying, "I feel like I'm going to throw up." I may have mentioned it in my blog. It's interesting how similar things are to last time. At least since we've arrived in Zhengzhou. The city looks similar to Xi'an, at least from where I'm sitting, the room is set up the same, shape-wise, our guide is local to this area and so attentive and helpful....we do have a little 3.75 year old sleeping on the bed, so that's a little different, and could be more cause for my anxiety as I'm not sure how he'll react to finally having a little brother after all these months of thinking he's imaginary. Man, I'm going to throw up. Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you. Thank You Lord. Steve, I think I need a back massage.

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